Day with obstacles...
To start with I didn't meet my friend, the one I had to talk to, so in a way I'm happy to not had to enconter that today. I just recieved a call from my best friend telling me her BF asked her for some time:S
She said something that particularly made me suffer.... she said: Que acaso esto es lo maximoq ue pueden amarme? 4 meses?.... well you know, the maximum I've been loved by someone was 2-3 weeks... yeah, deppressing right? I know. So I'm kind of afraid of my new relationship.... so I think I don't want my heart to get so attached to him:S Maybe things are going way too fast... who knows?..
I just had a talked with my mom on how I felt about her, as a mother who is already past the 60'.
Well I'm sad cause she might leave me any moment now but I trully TRULLY like the way she raised me up, in fact, I told her the truth, I told her I want to raise my children as she did with me:D You know.... I love who I am. Yeah i do have flaws and A LOT too but that doesn't matter I like the way I see this world, the way I treat people, the way i feel and enjoy life. Everything of this is tahnks to teh way i was raised and I wouldn't change it for nothing in this whole world!!
soo the phrase of the day is from Fushigi Yugi Ova 1: "We must know ourselves, then believe in ourselves and in that way we'll be able to overcome ourselves."
When i heard this phrase I was shocked. It is so true. The steps are in perfect order and sense. This simple phrase from an anime made me reflect on soo many things today and I know It will remain in my head for years. I trully like it. I hope it will help you see the world and, more importantly, yourself the way it helped me:)
I could keep on writting and in reality there's nothing that would make me happier... but my friend needs me tomorrow morning so I must have some sleep.
