Dreams, not reality

It is funny how I always come back at least 4 months later jajaj

So many things have changed in my life. I have a boyfriend now (well I also did last time) but it's been a year since he asked me to be his gf:D Amazingly the typical adivce of "It will come when you are not expecting it" couldn't be more right jajaj I've fallen in love with a man which I'm sure we'll be together with me for life (no kidding).

What else? I'm finishing school, not quite good with the exams actually :S

I've written but not so much. However, I did write a poem which I'm very proud of . YEY jeje but of course I do not want to copy it here cause who knows who could copy it. Either way I'm on allert of any new contest to present it jeje

My only wish all these past months has been only one: To start university.

I don't really have any quote of the day, sory. But I guess I needed to write things down just for the fun of doing it.

Oh but I do have soemthing I want to express. It's been more than 2 months since a friend of mine told me that my dreams ment that I was trying to escape reality through them and since then I couldn't forget about that idea. The worst part is I think is correct. i do try to escape reality, that's why I love so muych my incredibly random and wierd dreams jajaja they're awsome and thyis doesn't mean I do not want to have any longer cause I believe they are of great inspiration for my writting but I haven't realized before how much my whole mind wishes to run away... Life surely IS hard but I do not regret living it I just feel that I can no longer stand school, that I need to start doing what I want. Once again, reality is that that has nothing to do with school.... but is my lazy attitude that stops me.

Well, really needed to write :)

Next time I promise I'll be back with an insteresting quote ;)

Love

I've learned

I found this poem. Since it’s the start of a new year, I felt very reflective. This poem actually made me tear up a little. It just got me thinking about all that I’ve loved, lost, gained, and cherished. I’ve tried to find some info on the poet but no luck so far. But, here it is. I hope you enjoy.

I’ve Learned

I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be loved.
The rest is up to them.
I’ve learned that no matter how much I care,
some people just don’t care back.
And it’s not the end of the world.
I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust,
and only seconds to destroy it.
I’ve learned that it’s not what you have in your life,
but who you have in your life that counts.
I’ve learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes.
After that, you’d better know something.

I’ve learned that you shouldn’t compare yourself to the best others can do,
but to the best you can do.
I’ve learned that it’s not what happens to people,
It’s what they do about it.
I’ve learned that no matter how thin you slice it,
there are always two sides.
I’ve learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them.
I’ve learned that you can keep going
long after you think you can’t.

I’ve learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done
When it needs to be done
regardless of the consequences.
I’ve learned that there are people who love you dearly,
but just don’t know how to show it.
I’ve learned that sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn’t give me the right to be cruel.
I’ve learned that true friendship continues to grow even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.
I’ve learned that just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to
doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.

I’ve learned that no matter how good a friend is,
they’re going to hurt you every once in a while
and you must forgive them for that.
I’ve learned that it isn’t always enough to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I’ve learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken,
the world doesn’t stop for your grief.
I’ve learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are,
but we are responsible for who we become.
I’ve learned that just because two people argue, it doesn’t mean that they don’t love each other.
And just because they don’t argue, it doesn’t mean they do.

I’ve learned that sometimes you have to put the individual
ahead of their actions.
I’ve learned that two people can look at the exact same thing
and see something totally different.
I’ve learned that no matter the consequences,
those who are honest with themselves get farther in life.
I’ve learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours
by people who don’t even know you.
I’ve learned that even when you think you have no more to give,
when a friend cries out to you,
you will find the strength to help.

I’ve learned that writing, as well as talking,
can ease emotional pains.
I’ve learned that the people you care most about in life
are taken from you too soon.
I’ve learned that it’s hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice
and not hurting people’s feelings and standing up for what you believe.
I’ve learned to love and be loved.
I’ve learned…

Omer B. Washington