So... not four months this time. Where should I start? Please take note that inspite of what I'm about to tell you you'll read my previous entry.... my thoughts about love are still the same. Well, the thing is I broke up with my boyfriend last friday. I was the one that decided it was time to move on and he agreed with me. We did love each other with all our hearts but after he first year passed our feelings started to flew in different directions. We needed each other last year cause having him gave me the strengh to start being myself, to start loving me. So did my presence did to him. So we are fine cause we both understand this must happen. So no, I'm not sad, and yes, movie stuff do happen in reality jajaja.
Other than that my heart's been wavering towards someone else and that is what's been tormenting me. I kow it's too soon to go out with someone else but I just can not escape from him, I don't WANT to stop dating him. So this is my quest, deciding what to do with my past love, handling stuff at home with my mom, and deciding wether to go out with this new man and if so how to tell my ex boyfriend.
I've broken one of my most important rule tonight and that is never crying alone in silence, I´ve done it so much in the past that I hate myself for cracking tonight and breaking my own rule.
I´not sure I've got any quote for you today.... I just really need to take it all out of my chest.
What are the rules in love? How come I'm feeling such a strong need to recieve the love and caring from others that I expect others to sympathise with me due to my current situation?
It's been so long ago since I las wrote aything... have I lost my spirit?
Such a depressing day do now describe me... remember that! I might be sad I KNOW I can smile again.
Once again thanks for reading and for staying with me and my personal and recently depressing stories.
Write again soon I hope...
Bye
